been feeling kinda trapped these days. trapped in a game that i no longer wish to continue. but there's no way to escape. everything is starting to pile up. as i stand still and ponder my next step, i'm flooded with the expectations and hope of others for me to do well and succeed.
i'm tired. i'm sick of all of this. but where should i go? who should i tell?
the only way is to continue headstrong and pray that god leads me through.