i'm a loner - cn blue

if you see me smiling to myself or wetoriya-wetoriya-ing all of a sudden, this would be the cause of it. the reason that i've gone totally nuts. i was like '*gasp* THE RING!! *gasp* HIS SMILE!! *gasp* THE RING AGAIN!!' throughout the whole video. just bear with me if you have no idea what i'm blabbering about. it's the hormones, i swear. it's that time of the month again. :p

shame on you

okay, those that read my status on facebook *the shameless guy on lrt one*, this is how the story goes.

i was in a pretty good mood at 1st seeing that i've just finished my pt2 and had babi for lunch. then while on the way back, in the lrt, this man sat at my opposite diagonal right side. everything was alright at 1st. the train was dashing by pass all the sceneries and buildings and suddenly i hear *crack crack*. that man was eating peanuts. that was fine by me. i thought he was hungry or something. UNTIL i saw him quietly slipping the peanut, whatever that was left of it, behind his chair. i couldn't believe what he was doing and wanted to confront him about it. but to make sure i wasn't jumping into conclusions, i decided to give him a chance. to see what he'll do when he reaches his stop.

in the meantime, i was like staring at him. he knew perfectly well of it but he wouldn't dare meet my eyes. i mean, hello, there were only 2 of us and you wouldn't notice that girl right in front of you were staring at you accusingly?! obviously not right. and so i think he wasn't that all too scared cuz i look young and all. bully kids. hmph. so i waited and see what if someone came and sat beside me. that person would have a clear view of what that shameless man was doing. and someone did came. but he left after 1 stop. ugh.

then a malay lady sat a seat away from him. not sure she knows what he was doing. i was STILL staring. and then when we reached pasar seni station, he stood up, sheepishly glance at me and the malay lady, who finally saw the peanut remaining on the chair, and LEFT THE FREAKING TRAIN!!!! as if NOTHING happened and the peanut remaining were just there miraculously. HOW SHAMELESS CAN THIS MAN GET?! omgggggg. i was like 'WHAT ON EARTH?!' too shocked to even shout at that man and the door closed behind him.

i regretted for not trusting my own judgement that the man was as lousy that i thought he was. but the thing that i regretted the most was that i didn't look him in the eye and say 'PLEASE PICK UP YOUR TRASH AND LEAVE!! EVEN A 5 YEAR OLD KNOWS BETTER.'

have a little respect for others. things like these goes a long way. stop acting like an animal if you still have a little bit sense of conscience.

p/s: after really typing it all out, i feel kinda funny that i would get pissed by an act of a total stranger. a shameless one at that too. ugh.

p/s 2: to those that thought i saw a flasher in the lrt, sorry to disappoint you. :p

everybody knows - alex lambert

i'm so loving this at the moment. he's good. way better than the original. but WHY was he sent home?!!!! right before he got to the Top 12. stupid americans. you should have voted for him!!!!! i wanna see more of him. sobs.