hello december :)

now that my exams are over. IT'S TIME TO PARTYYYYYY! let the christmas spirit run wild! :D

gahhh! can't wait for finals to be over! P123 papers are the last few papers in the ACCA finals. hence, while some people are holiday-ing, i'm still waiting for my turn to face the deadly papers. by 14dec i'll be done with exams for the year, and it'll be PARTYYYYY all the way till january. got a lot of outings to attend and some out-of-state/country visits as well. can't help feeling excited for the days after 14dec but i should probably get back to my books for now. exam's tomorrow! wish me luck. :)

超不喜欢！

我不喜欢你
所以不管你做什么  我都看不顺眼
我知道这样对你不公平
但是  我真的真的很不喜欢你

因为不喜欢  你的所作所为  都会被放大来看
因为不喜欢  连说句话  都觉得别扭

我不知道会不会一直不喜欢下去
但现在的我真的没办法

你还是离我远远的吧

有时候  我会假装很快乐

有时候  我也会任性

有时候  我会突然没自信

有时候  我会拿不出勇气

我会为小小的事掉眼泪

我会为小小的事兴奋睡不着

一直以来  我都觉得自己不够好

我承认  我不算完美  但是我很真

credits facebook

me: so how is p2 edc without kylie?

W: boring and sleepy. come and entertain me!

S: like life without running man.



LOLLLL!! thanks for making me :) in a day like this.

someone who used to be so close, has turned into a total stranger in a span of few weeks.

we've all changed.

If - Taeyeon

fell in love with taeyeon's voice all over again! though i may not understand the lyrics, her voice has the power to deeply touch your heart.

jean-luc ♥

my latest obsession! fell in love with him after watching 16 wishes.

he's FREAKING good looking my gosh!


i sound like a crazy fangirl. sheesh!

doggie tales

part1

part2

this is so so sad!! gretel is so loyal to her owner. even when she can't see, she still wants to protect her owner. dogs are truly men's best friend!

rest in peace, gretel.

T________________T

单身男女

火星男 - 女孩 - 地球男的故事

这套电影把吴彦祖刻画的太太太完美了
3年前就爱上女主角
下定决心洗心革面  后来他成功了
还遇回那个她
她送的蛙兄  他随身携带
他们曾去过的餐厅倒了  他去学他们吃过的那道菜
希望遇回女主角再煮给她吃
他设计的建筑屋  灵感来自她

启宏的爱  好深好深  女主角选择了他是幸福的
看了这套电影我也感觉幸福 :)

‘ 十个男人，九个坏，一个爱作怪 ’

‘ 我要找第十一个！’

我也好想找到我的‘第十一个’

启宏与蛙兄 

他太可爱了！:D

ethan in KAY-ELLE

say hi to our newest family member - ethan tang!

the WHOLE ng family went back to melaka the other day to meet this little guy. flown in from US with not a hint of bad mood / jet lag. awesome kid!

the family had been itching to meet him. just look at his chubby cheeks! don't ya feel like squeezing 'em? nyehehehe. he's as chubby in real life just as in pictures. we all took turns carrying him around. bet he loved the attention! oh and one thing! he likes to be carried by females. stretch out your arms and he'll go right to you! just like how carol used to be. just that it's the opposite sex of course. :)

he was only back for a week or so. 'ethan's asia fans tour' like how his dad / my cousin put it. missing this kid already! he's such a good boy. no bawling or shrieking throughout the whole time unlike SOME other kids. *ahhem* i mean, even an adult would complain over the longgg hours of sticking your butt on the plane seat and the transits and the delays and the what-not-s. that's nothing to this kid. beat us grown-ups hands down yo! 

wish my kid would be obedient like ethan. that would make parenthood slightly more appealing. :p 

我的心情

有时候
莫名的心情不好
不想和任何人说话
只想一个人静静地发呆

有时候
突然觉得心情烦躁
看什么都觉得不舒服
拼命想寻找一个出口


credits: facebook

read your books!

this is so cooool!

i'll get this in my future home. :)

天气

最近的天气真是跟我很合拍
心情闷闷的时候
天就会变得灰灰的  然后下起雨来
心情稍微好一点的时候
太阳就出来了

感觉好棒
上天是在眷顾我的  :)

归零

之前被一些事情搞到很烦
发现自己越来越不像自己了
妥协  再妥协
都无法变回原来的模样
我的心像被掏空了一样
人不像人  鬼不像鬼

每当想回以前的一点一滴
眼泪就流个不停
在夜深人静的时候
滴答滴答  枕头淋湿了
一味地只想恢复原状
一味地不想放手
心里明明清楚  可能已经太迟了

现在开始接受现实了
朋友  也许是最好的选择
把以前的回忆   深深埋在心底
当时的快乐  想念
会永远陪伴着我

上天一定会为我们着想
他做的任何事情  一定是为了我
我选择把一切都交托他的手
更美好的明天  在等着我

给他
谢谢你给我的快乐和溺爱
如果一切是命中注定
我们  必定会走回一起 :)

boo ♥

the cutest little thing!

i want a pomenarian too!

think it through

这样的自己

有些东西  很想守护

所以双手会不自觉地越抓越紧

抓得它没办法呼吸

松开手一看

它已不再

把它逼得太紧

到头来  从指缝间溜走了

我  是不是很可笑

trapped

been feeling kinda trapped these days. trapped in a game that i no longer wish to continue. but there's no way to escape. everything is starting to pile up. as i stand still and ponder my next step, i'm flooded with the expectations and hope of others for me to do well and succeed.

i'm tired. i'm sick of all of this. but where should i go? who should i tell?

the only way is to continue headstrong and pray that god leads me through.

emma watson

she's absolutely stunning!

perfect role model for youngsters these days.

i'm gonna miss hermione!

janice & sonia

super love this 2! ♥

can't wait for october. weeee~ :D

what's up?

hellooooo. it's been awhile! a quick update.

i PASSED all the papers i took in June'10. thank god for that! it'd be a real headache to re-sit all those papers again as i've already failed them once. failing is not an option. the treacherous process of learning everything all over again and seeing the same lecturers for another 6 months is just too much to bear.

so, thank you all for your prayers and encouragement. and most of all thank god for pulling me through! :D

滚到上心口！

越想就越滚
人家拍照关你屁事啊
在外面泼‘公’骂街
好心啦uncle  一把年纪还酱好火
又不是拍你啦  发什么鬼火
你女朋友在厕所拖拖拉拉不要看到你是吗
就来迁怒于我们
真是够了！

这世界什么人都有
我看过最白痴  最无聊  最讨人厌的莫过于你啦
疯狗酱乱吠
闪一边去啦！


p/s：

他的女朋友应该是在viva home 的 lorenzo 上班
谁要是看到一个像冬瓜又矮又肥的男人  就是那无聊的uncle啦

there are 2 types of people in this world.

the ones who try their best to make things work and remain optimistic of the outcome.

and the ones who just plainly criticize and wait for others to come up with a solution.

i've just came to realize we're living in a world full of hypocrites.

new semester july'11

new sem has officially started! my timetable is a mess. forced to join part time classes for 1 of my papers. my saturday and wednesday nights will be packed with IAS and what-not-s. my friends are all in the full time class so i'll be pretty much lonely and cranky. -.- but i guess it's for the best as menon plans to do recap of f7 stuff exclusively in the part time class. so full time students, you're on your own! hehehe. however, it's pretty doubtful that she'll be able to keep it up as p2 and f7 is fairly different. i believe in the end she'll still go through everything painfully despite being mean and saying she won't do it at all for the full time students. sunway lecturers are awesome like that. :p

finally in the professional papers range. lecturers promises it to be harder and definitely more challenging. not sure whether i'm equipped academically and mentally for the challenge or not but BRING IT ACCA! i'll overcome you and graduate with a big grin on my face next august! :)


p/s: keeping my fingers crossed for my june'11 papers. pray for me!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

气死我！

臭司机！烂司机！

赶着去投胎么

酱没耐心

好心啦！你以为你快得了多少  还不是一样被卡在那边

酱厉害叫你的车用飞的啦

费事你 HORNNNNNN 人 HORN 到手酸

天上有大把位给你飙  没人跟你争

心情不好就留在家啦！

不要出来乱发癫！！！！！！

expectation creeps in and i'm left picking up the pieces. my world is falling apart. i don't know what to do. neither do you. it used to be so easy and happy. as time passes by, it's getting harder to be happy with each other. mainly because of me.

i do not know myself anymore.

who are you?

a friend

ever been in a situation where you felt that you could do something more for a friend? other than what you've been doing all along, i mean. not the usual lend a helping hand kinda thing. more like talking or spending time with them, trying to understand what they're going through at that stage in their life etc.

i wish i had.

it's a shocker when i chat with him just now. he quit the band. he says he's no longer coming back. and it hit me. the guilt of not spending more time with him because of the thought 'oh there's still next time'. that we could still hangout when life is less crazy and stressful. and also, sadness that we might never/hardly see each other again.

he said he has bigger plans for God. i don't know what it is. but i believe he'll serve Him truly and faithfully as always. i pray that He'll watch over and guide him. help him to be inspirational to others just as he inspired me to serve the Lord with a bigger heart. and i pray, that we'll meet again.

take care, brother.

it's over and done with. weeeeeeeeeeee~ i love not being guilty of sleeping too much and not drowned by notes. :)

see you on 6july, acca! for now, i can have my life back.

an encounter with Him

been studying in ucsi library for the past week or so. love the spot facing the window. clear of all distractions other than a few birds flying past every while and then. however, the big bright sun always chooses to shine so brightly when i'm motivated to study. it was so bright that i was starting to have a headache. and so i prayed for clouds and determination to study. and He answered. it was such a great feeling knowing that there's someone i could count on. don't think your most trusted friends could send clouds to your aid, can they? hah!

it may sound silly to some. why on earth would i pray for such minor things. a help out during sunday school class made me realize that by handing to him not only the big things but the minor ones as well shows that we've faith that he'll see us through.

God is so awesome! :)

my home....

.....someday. :)

credits to tumblr and facebook.


p/s: this post is scheduled to be up during my finals. wish me luck! :)