Hello, April

and so, one of my favorite month has arrived! i must say, i DO NOT appreciate the speed in which time is flying by. so please slow down and smell the roses would ya? i need a little more time to breathe and enjoy my life thankyouverymuch.

in an effort to fully utilize my April so it doesn't fly by unproductively, i've come up with a to-do list. so here's to praying that my lazy butt can stick to it and by the end of this month i would be able to proudly declare i manage to complete the list. *fingers crossed*

#1 to do quiet time CONSISTENTLY!

#2 exercise exercise exercise

#3 start on my revision (2 months left! gahhhh the horror!)

#4 to talk less and observe more

#5 tidy up my closet

#6 meet new people

#7 to make time for catch-ups and meet-ups with friends (ACCA is NOT the entirety of my life!)

#8 read more

#9 to NOT get myself injured / sick

我们的过程 :)

最近才看清我们改变了多少
从以前的懵懂小屁孩
到现在的成熟少女
从以前聊XXX的坏话
到现在聊自己的粉红事迹

我们都变了  我们不知不觉地成长了
我们不再一样   但我们还是一样

我的人生有你们的陪伴  真的让我感到很庆幸
常常会让我发现自己的改变
也时时刻刻地提醒着我  要保持最初的自己  维持这一份难能可贵的友情

一起成长的感觉  真好
接下来的日子  就让我们继续吵吵嚷嚷的过吧!

    we cannot all do great things, but we can do small things with great love.

- Mother Theresa

what word would you use to describe yourself?

there's ME and there's other people. at least that's how i see it. i see myself clearly, but other people are all grouped into a big chunk of 'other people'. so i'm quite curious how 'other people' sees themselves and how they would sum up their life / character / aspires in ONE WORD.

as for me, i hope my word would be 'genuine'. to always stay true to myself and treat others with a genuine heart.

but as of now, i think the best word to describe me would most probably be ..... LOUD. -.-

can i have a room like this?

a bad start

2013 has not been good to me so far. been falling sick / getting injured non stop since the start of the year.

January  ⇢   red eye (got it from camp)

               ⇢ vomit + fever (prolly due to my mindless eating spree on a college day-off. guilty. :p)

February  ⇢  sprained right ankle while walking down the stairs (wasn't looking where i was going. careless!) 

March  ⇢  right eye cornea abrasion (another careless incident where i hit my specs sideways while opening the door hence the nose thingy went into my eye. ouchh!)

just can't believe how many hours i've spent on bed just because of these incidents. especially the most recent one. couldn't do anything but let my eyes rest. believe me it's no fun being a one-eyed jack. so here's to hoping that my bad luck has finally run out and only good things will happen from now on. :)

'i do not believe the church is filled with perfect people. instead, it's filled with the most broken people you can find, because we all pretend that we're okay.'

food for thought. what is my brokenness?

人的烦恼来自：放不下，想不开，看不透，忘不了....

暖心

摸不到的颜色  是否叫彩虹

看不到的拥抱  是否叫做微风

一个人  想着一个人  是否叫做寂寞

——  五月天 ◆ 星空

if our moral values are at opposite ends of each other, can i still be a loyal friend?

if i've to be so careful with what i say or do in front of you, how am i supposed to be a true friend?

you know very well there's something wrong with your values and principles. and yet you choose to ignore them. to go with the flow of life. if you don't change, this evil cycle will just repeat itself again and again and again. till the point where you get so tired of rejections and heartaches that you give up caring for others altogether. and where there's no more love and care in your life, you're left with nothing but despite and bitterness.

maybe this is the way you handle problems that life throws at you. maybe this is temporary. maybe you just don't care.