no one can help you decide when to get back on your two feet. only you can do that for yourself.
no one can wake you up from your delusional dreams. only you can do that for yourself.

sexy clap ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

latest crazy obsession of mine! 

sorry i just can't help it.

我们能不能不再这样继续下去?

我希望的  只是远远地观望着
保持着安全的距离

不去打扰  不去试探
不去关怀  也不去在乎

我的心境已不再一样
我厌倦  我反感  我有负担

我相信
这世界上没有谁  少了谁  会活不下去的

所以
我们能不能就这样  淡淡地  变成陌生人?

Hello, April

and so, one of my favorite month has arrived! i must say, i DO NOT appreciate the speed in which time is flying by. so please slow down and smell the roses would ya? i need a little more time to breathe and enjoy my life thankyouverymuch.

in an effort to fully utilize my April so it doesn't fly by unproductively, i've come up with a to-do list. so here's to praying that my lazy butt can stick to it and by the end of this month i would be able to proudly declare i manage to complete the list. *fingers crossed*

#1 to do quiet time CONSISTENTLY!

#2 exercise exercise exercise

#3 start on my revision (2 months left! gahhhh the horror!)

#4 to talk less and observe more

#5 tidy up my closet

#6 meet new people

#7 to make time for catch-ups and meet-ups with friends (ACCA is NOT the entirety of my life!)

#8 read more

#9 to NOT get myself injured / sick

what word would you use to describe yourself?

there's ME and there's other people. at least that's how i see it. i see myself clearly, but other people are all grouped into a big chunk of 'other people'. so i'm quite curious how 'other people' sees themselves and how they would sum up their life / character / aspires in ONE WORD.

as for me, i hope my word would be 'genuine'. to always stay true to myself and treat others with a genuine heart.

but as of now, i think the best word to describe me would most probably be ..... LOUD. -.-

'i do not believe the church is filled with perfect people. instead, it's filled with the most broken people you can find, because we all pretend that we're okay.'

food for thought. what is my brokenness?

人的烦恼来自：放不下，想不开，看不透，忘不了....

暖心

摸不到的颜色  是否叫彩虹

看不到的拥抱  是否叫做微风

一个人  想着一个人  是否叫做寂寞

——  五月天 ◆ 星空

if our moral values are at opposite ends of each other, can i still be a loyal friend?

if i've to be so careful with what i say or do in front of you, how am i supposed to be a true friend?

you know very well there's something wrong with your values and principles. and yet you choose to ignore them. to go with the flow of life. if you don't change, this evil cycle will just repeat itself again and again and again. till the point where you get so tired of rejections and heartaches that you give up caring for others altogether. and where there's no more love and care in your life, you're left with nothing but despite and bitterness.

maybe this is the way you handle problems that life throws at you. maybe this is temporary. maybe you just don't care.

it was nice to be able to talk like how we used to. i thought it'd never happen. and i'm really glad that we manage to overcome that hurdle. it's like meeting up with a really old friend. we have so much history together and it just feels right being where we are today.

so, thank you old friend. :)

中毒篇 #2 - 请回答1997

好喜欢徐仁国Eunji couple
真希望他们干脆在一起算了
就像剧里的云宰和诗源

徐仁国在taxi 里的表白听了真的很悸动
Eunji 啊! 你就和仁国oppa好好地交往吧
相信这是所有1997忠实粉丝希望看到的
我们会支持你的 :)

中毒篇 #1 - 拥抱太阳的月亮

金秀炫李暄的魄力与专情  韩佳人烟雨的智慧与秀气
云的忠心  衡善的多年陪伴  阳明君的牺牲
就连饰演年幼李暄烟雨的童星都很讨喜
唯一让我顶不顺的只有公主的刁蛮任性

万般不舍地看完后  好一段时间都沉浸在李暄和烟雨的故事里
用8年来思念自己的初恋  身为一个王却只爱烟雨一个  太不可思议了!
韩剧的魅力就在此吧    they create characters that we care about.

changed

i used to be afraid of being alone. having friends around me make me feel safe. probably because i find it hard to strike up a conversation with a stranger.contrary to belief, i'm not exactly an 'outgoing' person. being alone in an unfamiliar place frightens me.

but as time goes by, i start to get used to being alone. no hassle. no discussion about where to head next. it's just me. for all i care, i can just sit on a bench for a few hours and stare at passersby. so i guess, time does change a person.

and because of my that 'change', i'm starting to think going on a trip on my own doesn't seem too bad of an idea. meet new people. visit new places. and the food! i shall not even go there. :p if you wonder where this thought suddenly came from, i definitely have the post-eat-pray-love symptom.

okay so this is a really random post and i don't care. blame it on my pre-finals anxiety.

在四四方方的格子里
在泛黄的书页里
在朋友的经验谈里
找到了爱情的影子

虽然不是发生在我的身上
感觉有点遥远  不真实
但在安全的距离观看爱情
还是会温暖  心动

看多了戴着面具的人
也知道了好多‘身不由己’的事
怀疑到底爱一个人是怎么一回事

爱是不计较  不求回报  不比较
爱是单纯  善良  真实

spread a little love.
believe in love.
:)

简简单单的美

世界上最美的10件事：

#1  初吻
#2  看日出
#3  与很在乎的那个人牵手
#4  躺在床上听屋外的雨声
#5  每次看到那个人心里七上八下的感觉
#6  深夜不眠与室友聊天
#7  一个信任的眼神
#8  睡觉的时候  太阳照在身上
#9  一觉醒来发现还可以睡多几个小时
#10  冬天里暖和的被窝



credits: facebook

若无其事，原来是最好的报复。 何必向不值得的人证明什么，生活得更好，是为了自己




我要做回那帅气的自己!  :)

i like you.

there are people with such a like-able personality, that you could't help but look forward to spending time or just talk to them. friends like that are loads of fun to be with. they just make me genuinely happy without even trying. i could laugh all day at their dorky-ness. and yet sometimes, they can be serious, but just for a minute or two. :p

don't get me wrong though, i adore my other friends as well. but you've gotta agree, there are that handful of special people in your life that you just can't help but like / love. friends that make you smile when you think of them. friends that you like from the bottom of your heart. friends that you look forward to meet. friends that gives you the warm feeling when you're around them. friends that you love as a friend. :)

wait and pray

...to wait for God's timing to work things in my life.

this is one of my new year resolution. still in the process of cultivating patience seeing that i've very limited stock of that.

今天听radio时  有这么一个slogan让我深思了一下
对  就只是那么一下  白羊座的人不喜欢复杂的事 :p

‘ 2月29号  这多出来的24小时  你要怎么过？’



还有偶尔看到朋友的fb status    觉得很有意思
‘what if God was one of us? just a stranger on the bus trying to make his way home.’


停下脚步想一想
让我有恍然大悟的感觉