after exam

just finished my PTs on friday

don't ask me how i did

because i don't know myself

when i thought i did okay, i ended up failing it

so no point thinking about it until i get proof, the exam papers

anyway, was thinking that i could relax and lie back a little since i had a really rough week

i mean, post-exam times are supposed to be relaxing and do-nothing right?

so wrong!!!

i just remembered that i have tons of homework to complete by tuesday

thanks to someone that i'm not really fond of at the moment, mind you

was hoping that someone could be a teensy bit more considerate looking at our current situation

but no hope for that

none whatsoever

haih..

at least there's something to look forward to my already-quite-gloom-weekend

there's gonna be a special easter performance tomorrow by the sunday school kiddies + mif youth

the mif youth are mostly in the band

leeyng tried a new combination of them this time

usually it's those few people who are playing the piano and the guitar

but this time it's totally different

other than ah kong who's stuck with the bass, can't change that 1 though :P

so here's the list of them, in case you're wondering

and if you weren't, no harm in reading it anyway right?! *winks*

lead singer: euvern

backup singers: kaier & lee chin

pianist: yuesum

guitarist: ben yong & zhiyuan

bass guitarist: douglas yong ah kong :D

drummer: ben hor

other singers: sunday school kids *those that turns up, that is*

okay.. my post is getting weird

so i better stop now

HAPPY EASTER PEOPLE~~~~~~ :)

to believe

never give up hope
for everything you want is just right there waiting for you

just a few more steps
just a few more seconds
and it'll be within your grasp



i want to believe

i'll try to believe

losing me

there's so many things i want to say
so many stuff that happened

and yet i couldn't find the words to describe them
they're stuck in my head
random thoughts floating around
i need to let them all out
but it's just stuck there

ever had this kinda feeling before?

i feel vulnerable to my surroundings
i feel stuck
i feel.....

i'm starting to not feel anything anymore

and it's scaring me




i need to find me

i need to find it back fast

shhh..

to tell or not to tell
i don't know which to decide

some things are better left untold
that i believe

shut down

guess what
i was surfing through facebook photo albums and stuff
when suddenly my computer just shut down
automatically
without any notice

well, there was a pop-up before that
"the computer will shut down in 10 minutes to update"
being me, i just scanned through the words and closed it

after i-dont-know-how-long, the computer just shut down
i looked to my right
this girl who was using it was looking at me too
and the other girl at my far right was looking at both of us too
not really at us, but our computers lar
looking at it shut down

i laughed when i saw they're reaction
it's like annoyance but a slight hint of amusement in it
i guess that would be my reaction they were looking at too

"so what now?"
"i don't know. i guess they'll restart it."

then we waited

it did restart
but we couldn't use it
it was updating who-knows-what

it's small things like that that makes me laugh
small things that makes us feel better
it sure feels good
i'll need my daily dosage of crazy laughter

:)

pathetic life

sorry guys
i won't be updating as frequent as before
due to my overpacked timetable of classes and tests
they're just too plenty of them to ignore
life's crashing in like rocks

there's also another reason to it
my mum removed the cable connecting the modem to the computer
she'll only put it back during weekends
it's like i'm having curfew for using the computer
sheeshh..

if you're wondering how i'm posting this on a wednesday afternoon
i'm actually using the computer in the school library
like i said, pathetic life i'm leading now

will try to post more if i can
in the meantime
go stalk someone else's blog for once
:P

lousy news

i'm freaking pissed off right now

just found out that i didn't pass my T5

whether it's a joke or not i'm not sure

got a sms from mr bill

thinking that he sent it to make sure we study

but actually not everyone got the sms

there might be a test next week

nobody knows when

so we'll have to be prepared for it

if we fail it this time

don't have to bother taking the finals

confirm barred from the exam

no need take at all

don't even have to worry about it

for this sem at least

just feel really disappointed with myself

was hoping that i'll do better this time

at least better then the 50 marks i got before

who knew this would happen

i thought i did better coming out from the exam hall

as i did write more than i did in the previous exam

and now this happens

don't know what else more to say

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY LIFE SUCKS..

a time........

to remember

to relive the memories

to think of the passed loved ones

to cherish those still around you

not to regret

but to help us move on

i miss you both dearly

yeye & ah ma

the internet is effing slow

killed my desire to blog

the weather is hot like what

been like this for the past few days

where's all the rain when we need it?!

ughhhhh..

i'm whining

i'm pissed

i'm signing off now

2 days in 1

yesterday:

went to school with mum for parents-lecturer day

you're most probably staring at the screen like this, @_____@ now

i know... parents-lecturer day?! when you're in college?!

nonsense right

i totally agree with you

not that i mind my parents and lecturer meeting up

it's just that my whole day was messed up because of it

couldn't make it in time to church to do the money box with peaypei

sorry peay pei~~~~~ totally unintentional

i was like 3 hours late

bummer..

thank goodness my lecturers were being nice

didn't say any bad things about me

well, they couldn't think of any even if they tried

i'm a good student ya know *wakakaka*

yanhui invited us over her house to celebrate her birthday

there were alot of food

alot of people also

i couldn't find any of my friends when i first stepped in *haha*

the house was like FULLLLLLLLLLLLLL man

HAPPY BIRTHDAY again girl~~ :)

we enjoyed persuading you to open the presents

and ignoring you when you say no

then tearing the presents

it was really fun

went home around 11

and i was konked off after my head touched the pillow

that's why i'm writing this now and not yesterday

:P

today:

oh what a day~~

i played for service today

and it was totally not as what we had practiced

which made me freak out even more than i already was

1st, i totally forgot that i was suppose to play the intro to the 1st song

the congregation was waiting for the music to start

and i was like, how come so quiet

then i looked at alex and he was like *hand gestures* play lah

then i looked at roman and he was urging me on

i was like omg omg omg omg..

seriously i don't remember anything about me playing the intro for that song

imagine how freaked out i was

i couldn't understand the chords that were right in front of me

i was reading it, but not quite reading it *you know what i mean*

thank goodness my fingers worked perfectly fine while my brain was still in shock

and then, while waiting for pastor to finish announcing parish notice

something happened again.. =.= 

alex me lingchee

"eh, you know the hymn is 144 and not 447 right"

"WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" {a whisper kinda crazy-freaked-out 'what' because pastor was still talking}

"okay.. better ask lingchee to play for you."

*both of us quickly run-kinda-walk to lingchee*

"can you help play the hymns later? kylie doesn't know this hymn. "

"har?? you don't know?" *looks at me*

*nod nod nod*

"okay lar. but i'll charge you 50 cents for every note i play."

"thank you~~~~~~~~~" *auto filter out the charging 50 cents part*

you see, there are 2 books of hymnal that we use

either UMH or HUP

i thought the song was UMH 447

but it was actually HUP 447, which is song no.144 in UMH

i'm such a genius, i know =.=

learning from today's mistake

i'm not only gonna get the song number but also the song title

just to play on the safe side

imagine what would have happen if i played 1 song and the whole church sang another?

total disaster..

i'm playing again for next week

because kevin replaced me last month

and this week was supposed to be him

so i gotta pay back my "debt"

just hope that everything will turn out fine

i've got a weak heart

:P

thank you alex..

thank you lingchee..