a friend

ever been in a situation where you felt that you could do something more for a friend? other than what you've been doing all along, i mean. not the usual lend a helping hand kinda thing. more like talking or spending time with them, trying to understand what they're going through at that stage in their life etc.

i wish i had.

it's a shocker when i chat with him just now. he quit the band. he says he's no longer coming back. and it hit me. the guilt of not spending more time with him because of the thought 'oh there's still next time'. that we could still hangout when life is less crazy and stressful. and also, sadness that we might never/hardly see each other again.

he said he has bigger plans for God. i don't know what it is. but i believe he'll serve Him truly and faithfully as always. i pray that He'll watch over and guide him. help him to be inspirational to others just as he inspired me to serve the Lord with a bigger heart. and i pray, that we'll meet again.

take care, brother.