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i've got no time for anything


make that everything

just for you

心是不理智的

也因为这样

往往会做出一些连自己都没办法了解的事情

或许是因为冲动

又或许是因为那没办法被控制的心

把心收回来 并不容易

付出了那么多 却得不到想要的

理智一直告诉自己要放弃

但 心却办不到

加油吧

有我在这里守护着你

一切会过去的

到那个时候

你就会发现自己比想象中的坚强

no-time-for-a-title

okay.. i've got tons of homework waiting for me

so this is gonna be a quick one

#1 i passed my T2!!!! *woohoo*

and if you're thinking that i passed border line

you're sooooo wrong man!!

happy to proclaim that i've got 90 marks for it

freaking proud of myself

though i heard someone actually got 100% for it

but who cares, CAT are full of smarty pants anyway

the main and most important point is i passed!!!

:)

#2 mif launched a blog of its own!! *clap clap*

you'd notice it by now if you've read my list of link-ers

it's under the name of MIF

pretty obvious ain't it

wondering what on earth is MIF?!

kindly proceed to *click* and you'll get the full picture

erm.. i guess that's about it

the past few weeks was just crazy + busy + absolutely nuts

and sadly to say my week after is just gonna be the same

i could only hope for the better

now that i've finally posted something on my blog

i can now proceed to my horrendous huge amount of homework

T_______T

to my friends who are having holidays now:

happy holidays~~~

don't you guys dare ask me out

or you're gonna get some serious kicking from me 

:P

to my friends who are stuck in college/exams/crazy timetables:

we're on the same boat here

happy *erm* studying?! 

*haha*

p/s: T1 exam next saturday *fingers crossed*

pre-exam-tantrums

i had T2 EDC (Exam Driven Classes) / EFC (Exam Focus Classes) yesterday

wondering what's the difference of EDC and EFC?

well, it basically means the same thing

which could be sum up into 1 simple word : revision

the class was *how should i say it* somehow fulfilling

we had class from 9am till 4:30pm

you can do the maths and see how many hours we had

but i seriously didn't notice the time flying by

we did alot of calculations

and you know how it is with all the not-getting-the-answers or where-did-i-do-wrong situations

you won't notice a thing until it was time for a lunch break or even time to leave

not until all the neck aches *some may say butt aches* starts to get the hang of yourselves

will then you realize you've been sitting there for more than 2 hours

though it was quite hectic and brain-cells-killing

but i kinda like classes like these

at the very least

i'm sure that i've learnt something that day

or

i've accomplished something

like i said

very very fulfilling

:)

and then today we had EDC/EFC for T1

it was nothing like yesterday

nothing, i tell you

i predicted that it's gonna be a lousy day for me

and i was right

today was just terrible =.=

the teacher always conveniently forgets that our class have students without accounting basics

she'll just rush through everything

questions by questions

answers by answers

those without basics are way behind the rest

and she won't realize a thing

there were moments that i was so pissed of her and myself

that i feel like just giving up

i could only hear and see numbers that doesn't make any sense

and there she is

thinking that she did a great job on completing the syllabus

gosh..

it's not so hard for her to just turn around and look at all the blank faces to tell that no one had a clue what she was talking about

the only thing i could now is study, study, study

and pray that i pass my T1 and T2

i so do not wanna go through T1 the second time

once is wayyyyyyy more than enough

i-dunno-how-to-title-this-post.. -____-

it's my dear cousin carol's birthday today

so..

Happy Birthday dear

love ya loads~~~ ♥

we had an early celebration at her house yesterday

took some pictures

but am super lazy to post it right now

i might post it later

or

i might not post it at all

depends on my mood

and mind you

i've been on a mood swing lately

so the possibility of you seeing the pictures

are actually quite feeble

yes i'm evil

wakakaka..

***************************************

i'm having my T2 exam this week

you know, the one that's really hard

and the one that cost me RM300 just to sit for it

and obviously the one that i can't possibly fail

or i might get some serious kicking from my mum

as you can see i'm freaked out

you would be too if you were in my shoes

=.=

help needed!!!

omgggggggggg!!

can someone tell me what to do?!

okay.. so here's what happened

i was clicking around my new desktop

and i kinda accidentally adjusted the resolution setting

the next thing i know

the monitor just went blank

a message popped up

telling me i exceeded the optimum resolution level or whatever you call them

=.=

tried shutting down the computer for a few times

but the stupid message keeps popping up

and i can't do anything

but stare dumbly at the screen

suggestions anyone?!

T______________T

i was wrong

life could get worse

good and bad

okay i got 1 good news and 2 bad news for ya!!



good news: i've completed my T1 and T2 mock!! woohoo~~



bad news #1: i'm not too sure whether i'll pass T___T



bad news #2: i'm sick...





ugh..

life just can't get any worse

just ignore

everyone changes.....
it's a fact
i still remember i once told a friend of mine
"everyone changes. it's only the matter of how they've changed, for the better or worst. and if the people around them could accept those changes. that's all."
it's actually kinda sad to see the people you care about change in a way that you feel that you no longer know them anymore
or maybe this was who they've been all along
i was just too dense to realize it
blind of the facts laid right in front of me
stupidity i now realize

i'm tired

lately....

i've been a bad girl for not posting, i know i know

so here i am now *ta daaa* 

better late then never right.. :)

a little recap of what has been going on for the past few days/weeks.........

i've always had this problem with remembering things that are unrelated to cute guys aka kim bum!!

so forgive me if i don't remember all the details

i'm glad to say i passed all my PTs for T1, T2 and T5 *clap clap*

but i barely passed T5 though

the passing mark was 50

and i got 50

mr bill was flashing his super big and kinda scary smile at me and said "kylie, ngam ngam pass.."

i was so relieved but was worried at the same time

it's only PT1 and i'm at the border line -_____-

so i'll just have to study harder

sighs..

ok enough about depressing issues

another important and must-say thing happened

my dear friend li ting and aaron finally went PUBLIC

happy for you girl :)

no longer need to have secret talks in the ladies'

we can just talk about it loudly in class

*wakakaka*

and don't you dare bully her, aaron

we'll come box you!!

quoted from our you-know-who

xD

i can't quite remember what else happened

so this will just have to make do

will post more when i have the time

i'm vulnerable to your smile

:)

omg....

kim bum freaking cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee

♥