happy 19 kahsoon!

we celebrated kahsoon's birthday in papa johns pyramid. can't really remember when was it already. somewhere in july i think. hmmm. sorry kahsoon for not remembering your birthday! we only had 1.5 hour break so it was a really rush birthday celebration. not much time to dwaddle and take pictures. heck, we didn't even have enough time to EAT. liting was fidgeting about getting the bills right after our pizzas arrive at our table. hahaha stress much.

the F4 guys bought him a reebox bag and we all chipped in money. but being the GREAT friends we are, we conned him into believing we got him an eraser for his birthday. in our offense, the eraser was a really good one okaay! anyway, he believed it and even thanked us for it. then only we gave him the REAL birthday gift. the guys went all out to buy the eraser just to con him. great friends i tell you.

we also bought a cake and it was meant to be a surprise but the waitress in papa johns spoilt it. she took the cake out before we asked her too. we tried to stop her before kahsoon saw the cake. it was so funny because kahsoon didn't have a clue what was going on looking at us waving to the waitress behind him to take the cake away. anyway, plan failed terribly.

i know this is so overdue but the pictures are so pretty that it deserves to be posted. so here it is.

 birthday boy kahsoon

 part of those that were there

 

 love love love this candid! ♥

 helping me promote my gorgeous ring. (:

 awwwwww

 now this is how they actually hangout

 secret to show small face through the camera -.-

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He who matters all

i felt touched after reading her blog. she has been away from god for some time. and now she's finding her way back. 'i make it a point to go to church every weekend. i need god.' that's what she wrote.

i've always envy those with great urge to seek god. those that make it to church eventhough their family are all against him being a christian. those that crave for god every single second of their life. those with this huge hole in their hearts that they know can only be filled with god's love. they are so strong and firm in god that i feel so incomparable and just plain sad.

i guess being born in a christian family isn't all that glamorous after all. i was taught from young to fill in the religion blank on forms with the word christian. i was taught to pray and read the bible. i was taught that god is THE god and he loves me so very much that he gave me his son. he gave us all his son. what more can i want or need other than this. but somehow along life's way i discovered that i can't really feel it anymore. the passion and strife for his words. i've been too distracted in life. in all the small, petty things that i can no longer see what matters the most. Him.

i had it the easy way. i didn't have to fight with my family every weekend just to go to church. i don't have to anger my grandparents just because i chose a religion different from theirs. i didn't have to choose to be a christian. and i guess i took god for granted. god gave me a wake-up call through my friend. he wants me to go back to him. to choose him above all other things. to know that he still loves me even when i'm so downright stupid and blind to see that. i see it now. and i'm gonna make a change in my life.

pray for me.