Friday, April 30, 2010

20 is here to stay

17 April 2010

the 1st day of being 20 years old. spent it with the BEST birthday present i gave myself ever aka my sprained leg. -.- received tons of birthday wishes from friends through smses and facebook. digi is making a huge profit out of my birthday because somehow a lot of my friends are maxis users. not complaining though. :p my facebook wall was flooded no thanks to my dear friend zhijie who wished me happy birthday 20 times. i just can't wait to be 50 years old, jie. if only facebook could hang on that long. hahah.

went to church for band practice. and as i was practicing the intro-s, boonho asked me to stop playing. i thought he wanted to practice another song or something. but suddenly the whole band was singing 'happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday to kylie. happy birthday to you.' with the guitars and drums and everything. i was so so shocked! jenmay then gave me this huge bag of twisties. she asked me before band practice what were my favorite snacks. i couldn't think of any at that moment but she was plastering me for an answer. then only i knew the reason she was so persistent. :D apparently jenmay found out it was my birthday and then the whole band knew and hence the surprise. it was super awesome. thank you so much. :D

my dad wasn't home so my birthday just ended with a simple cake cutting ceremony at home. it was a fooooood-y day. a 1kg chocolate moose birthday cake, a lot of mini twisties in a huge plastic bag and white chocolates from ben. me likey.


23 April 2010

after the oh-i'm-so-dead mock exams which ended on this day itself, we all went to redbox for some stress release and also to celebrate the april babies birthday aka daniel (14 apr), me (17 apr), lawrence (24 apr) and chin shen (25 apr). somehow we love to celebrate birthdays in redbox. we did the same thing last year april. but it was still much fun. :D

daniel, shen, me & lawrence


there were too many of us and to give everyone a fair share of holding the mic we had 2 rooms. thanks to the awesome liting who registered as a member on the spot. otherwise it wouldn't have been possible.

i was super hungry and didn't really fancy the lunch redbox provided. it will cost another RM10+. i'd rather have kfc which i was really craving for at the moment. jy was craving for it too. when shen and liting was deciding between mcd or kfc, jy was like 'kfc is only a few steps away. but mcd is like a LOT of steps away.' after he said that, without a 2nd thought, kfc it is! HAHHAHAHAHAHHA. it was so funny the way he tried to persuade them to go for kfc. we tried to smuggle our tapau-ed kfc back to redbox which don't allow outside food. after the trouble of hiding the food and drinks and scared to death of getting caught, we WERE caught less than 10 mins after we were in our karaoke booth. really zha dao!

kept running from this room to the next. our room has this super singer, celene yeap. her voice is amazing. while the other room was full of shouting. yeap, they're not there to sing, but there to shout. well, not all of them. maybe just liting who's super hyper and of course ME. xD my voice was hoarse even before a song ended. uber fun!



birthday cake


april babies smileeee :D




i'm a year older than the other 3. hence, the additional candle for me.
my friends are TOO sensitive about age. :p





massive turnout for that day. 12 of us in total.


after blowing the cake, the april babies were presented with their birthday presents from the gang.


watches for the guys.



and super SEXY mini skirt for me.
no nose-bleeding on my blog please. :p


super shocked at the mini skirt they gave me. it was even shorter than my shortest short pants. lawrence said to me 'kylie jie, 20 years old is like that de la.' and i said 'are you guys gonna gimme a wedding dress when i'm 21?' hahahah. i'm so worried about my 21 year old birthday.

shen's pictures with her birthday present wasn't uploaded on facebook so i don't have any of it here. hers was a purse that looks like it cost RM100. all girls need to look classy okayyy. :D and also a piggy outfit for her tissue box. it looks cute but when it's on the tissue box it looks kinda obscene. okay i don't wanna go into details. :p



jy who made me look like a siao poh on the streets. good job!





the guys who rarely see me in skirts asked for a photo to be taken individually.
kylie in mini skirt, rare sight indeed. hahahha.



awwwwwww



best picture of the day. ALAMAK!!!!! xD


all pictures credit to liting and precious 500D :D
more pictures here --> click!


p/s: SUPER HUGE thank you-s for all the wishes and love from friends and family on my special day. love ya guys. muacks muacks. :D

p/s 2: thank you for the mini skirt guys. i'll try to wear it more often since you guys said it's super expensive. must wear it more while i'm still young!

p/s 3: finally a blog post in english. for my banana sayang-s. :p

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

有这么一个女孩

她有点懒,她不擅长做家务。

  她独立,也好强,她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。
  
  但其实骨子里,渴望有一个避风港湾,让她去依靠。但她不会承认。
  
  她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的,承受她的撒娇,她的无理取闹,她的倔强,她的悲观,她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。
  
  只有这样,她才放心,可以放心去继续做自己,不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。如果没有,那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。
  
  她对爱情没有安全感,也不会给别人安全感。
  
  她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感,她才散发她的热情。她爱的永远是对她最好的那个,那个好她心里是有一个标准的,你的积分超过了那条线,她会爱上你,但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了,或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了
  
  其实她要的并不多,她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了,虽然在她们口中说出来的却是:我不需要爱情
  
  当你紧张他的异性朋友,她会一面跟你说,他只是我的谁谁谁,却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
  
  对她们而言,唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情,感情如果受到挫折,要么毁了她们,要么成就了她们。从此更加漠然,专注于事业。
  
  她分手后完全不会像其他座在人面前要死要活,她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加开朗。在听到朋友说有关他的话题时,从不刻意回避,她适当参与,淡然微笑,她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。
  
  
  
  她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣,除非她真的崩溃了。
  
  即使在你爱着她的时候,她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。
  
  如果你看到她的眼泪,请相信这绝不是她在博取同情,这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。
  
  她想对你负责,对她负责,对自己的过去和未来负责,但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言。她很难相信。
  
  即使她很难相信,但她还是会选择等待。
  
  她的伤初始浓烈似酒,很快就会变为一杯水,却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定,在其中沉默和内伤。
  
  她就是这样,强势,霸道,任性。。。
  
  不会讨人欢心,死要面子,她爱朋友多过你。
  
  她最有保护欲,最没有秘密。
  
  最暴躁,最善变,最没耐心,最冲动,最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。
  
  有时候她又充满阳光的气息,爱笑爱说话,活蹦乱跳,可爱迷人。。
  
  她很自私,只愿意与人同甘,不愿意让别人跟她共苦。
  
  她的家庭不一定很是富裕,但她都是习惯了养尊处优。
  
  她喜欢热闹,总会成为聚会的焦点,前提是她想。
  
  她也享受孤独,会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。
  
  她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落,但第二天一早起来,又会轻轻松松的打理一切,慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。
  
  她习惯在人前表现的很坚强,一付大女子主义的模样。
  
  她会想,遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人,她就一定就会很安静,心甘情愿的安静下来,不烦,不闹,按时吃饭按时睡觉,按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。
  
  她从不轻言爱,她的爱很沉默,那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气,在她的心里有一道栅栏,那就是自尊。
  
  她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。
  
  
  
  如果有一个这样的女孩对你说她爱你,那就代表在她的心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊。
  
  你不了解她,不懂她的好,就别爱她。她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装,做个幸福的小女人,她不要求你要做什么,不会无理取闹要你陪着她,她有自己的生活,她给你空间因为她也需要空间。
  
  她也会幻想,在遇到真正的他时,会在他累的时候悄悄熬上点营养粥,然后说,看你这么不辞劳累本姑娘心情又不错犒劳犒劳你。
  
  她在你面前永远性感调皮,偶尔撒撒娇,跟你玩陌生人的游戏,在你的朋友面前从来大方得体,微笑的依偎在你身边。
  
  她不让你给她买这买那,她会说,我啊,是大女人,不喜欢男人给我买单。。。但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心,因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。
  
  她在意的是你的心,你若真心,她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心,能让她感觉得到。
  
  她会经常冒出些新鲜的想法来调剂生活,她的多变有时会让你不安。
  
  终有一天,她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见,她的倔强被你的保护软化,她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。
  
  得到她,别骄傲,因为没人可以吃定她。
  
  只有懂她的人,才会得到她的好。
  
  她有时是有些迟钝的,在感情方面,但有时很敏感,因为她在乎。
  
  她有时想,当她遇上生命中的那个人,会爱的多么浓烈,她渴望那种不计后果的极致,然后在强烈的碰撞中享受那种心痛感。
  
  
  
  所以,别爱这样的女孩,她太偏激,太虚伪,太粗心,又太神经质,太难伺候,太不温柔。。。
  
  如果你没勇气,没能力可以坚持爱她,就别爱她。
  
  因为如果你会离开,她的心将会永远冰封,再也不会为任何人打开。。。。。。

Monday, April 26, 2010

平旦万岁!!

最近就是喜欢用华语把自己的心情写下来
所以我亲爱的banana朋友们  歹势啦

那天不知怎么地突然想起好久没看的平旦漫画
每次学海出新刊的时候
我和那只癫牛黄婷芳都会去抢一份来看  虽然我们都没买 :p
然后先翻去看平旦漫画
而且我们还要一起看才爽
一格一格地看
然后在那边狂笑
想起来还真是白痴

黄德志 *平旦的画家* 真的很厉害
他画的漫画很真实
真实得  一针见血
所以才会引起共鸣  也容易让人会心一笑
因为那些都是我们会做的事
有种被黄德志看穿了的感觉

所以我很喜欢平旦
也因为平旦我多了一份难忘的回忆
那个不管什么时候想起来都会笑的回忆

赏我个面子  去看看吧
很够力的平旦 


:D

Thursday, April 22, 2010

我受不了了
拜托你振作起来行不行
常常口不对心
想必你的理智知道应该怎么做
但心却是另一回事
这是借口吗
痛的不止你一个
别把自己想成受害者
她比你更痛
是谁被家人压迫
是谁心里还有爱却要狠下心说分手

你或许会觉得事情不是发生在我的身上
我根本没资格说这些说的容易做得难的大道理
但是身为一个朋友 我只能为你指向对的方向
因为我知道现在的你 什么都看不到 什么都分不清
所以拜托你别再挽留 别再堕落
事已定局 没什么好怨的 至少曾爱过
潇洒的站回起来吧 朋友