witch's cat

me: what was that on the road?

dad: ooooooo. should be some dead dog. a black one.

me: no way. it was a cat.

dad: there are no such thing as black cats. it was a dog. confirm.

me: what? no black cats?

dad: ya. there are only brown ones. no black cats.

me: since when?

dad: only witch's cat are black. so it has to be a dog.

me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

our conversation while on the way home. no black cats?! my dad freaking cute. sometimes.

say ...

exactly. oh crap. the day i've been "waiting for" is finally here. months and months of practice will either pay off or go to waste. friday. 2.45pm. hilton hotel. grade 8 practical exam.

die die die die die.

ever been in a situation where you feel that you can do something better than what you've done? that's how i feel now. all the i-should-have-s are running in my head. should have practice like a mad woman for the past year. should have listen to mr lam's advice. should have a deeper understanding of classical music. should have listen to more music.

all that are too late now. i know. can only pray and pray and pray and pray that my fingers don't fail me.

gotta keep it moving

people might think i've gone missing. i don't update my blog. i rarely sign in MSN. if you're 1 of them, rest assured I'M STILL ALIVE!! :D

a lil something about my life so far:

- audit and tax classes should NOT be held on the same day. my brain cells need time to regenerate.

- piano practical exam this friday. i need more time. i'll fail if i go for the exam like this. god please give me a kind and lenient examiner.

- i have to start practicing the concert piece, He. maybe after this friday. when is the concert again? @_____@

- dentist appointment next wednesday. i'm scheduled to extract 2 teeths. *gulps*

maybe i should bail out. the pain is too hard to bear and with aaron kee constant reminder. i just can't get the scary image of the dentist extracting/digging/forcefully pulling out my teeth. beauty comes with a HUGE price.

- youth sunday, done. but miyaf anniversary is this saturday. busy busy.

- i have got to finish reading shopaholic. the movie was a few months ago and i'm only reading the book now. please kill me.

- CSB classes are starting next week. which means no more sleeping in late on tuesdays. i have to be in college at 8. *sighs*

- i've not see liting for quite some while. hope she'd be back soon. miss you girl. :D

- revise revise AND revise.

milk toof

Copyright © Inhae Renee Lee

cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

more here.

great love

my mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.

I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'

My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard , got a chance to go abroad to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.

Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children! GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'

And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,
Your mother

i want this bag!!!!!!!!!! who still owes me birthday present?

:P

sudden cravings are killin' me.

far away but near at heart

welcome back baba etha!! :D

met up with the girls for a short reunion since etha is only visiting for 3 days. why lar only 3 days?! she has 2 months break and we only got 3 days. the rest she's spending it in indo. apparently she's just gonna rot at home. may as well spend it with us right. self-interest.

the 1st thing she said to me - "you've not change much." it was much of a relief i guess. when it's coming for someone i've not met for the past 2 years, it's probably the truth. happy that i'm still the same old kylie. whom, though in the tough world of CAT, still remains sane. :D

it's always nice to meet up with old friends. no matter how far away or how long we meet up once, we'd still be able to laugh and talk like the good old days. but somehow i always feel sad after that. the feeling that i've lost some connection with them. it's like we're all headed into different directions but not heading towards it together. i miss the times where we had the same aim. be it passing the exams together or fooling the teachers. there's always that something that connects us together. but now, there's only memories left. memories of what used to be.

i guess this is life. you gain and you lose. it's only fair this way.

head start

in case you're wondering, my blog's not dead. neither am i.

sem 2 officially kicked off last friday. it was nice to see my dear college mates again. especially the look on their eyes when they saw my hair. some said nice. some was just too shock to say anything.

anyway, we're combining with group 4 this sem and our group is no longer group 2 but group 1 now. confused? read it again. :P

T6: our lecturer, mr jana is awesome. i feel exhausted after his class. not because of the workload but because of his jokes. he's just tooooooooo funny. no wonder jy loves him so much.

T7: xinyi heard that mr akbar is kinda boring compared to other lecturers and i was kinda worried. but he turned out to be kinda cute. haha.. i don't know why. liting says so too. the subject was pretty much like T4, just harder than that. i've gotta start revising old notes.

T8: this is an entirely new subject and also the hardest one of all, according to chin shen. it's about audit. our lecturer is mr jay. heard some rumors about him but i shall not post it here. :P overall, T8 is mainly theory and based on my liking and tolerance for theories, i'll most probably suffer in this paper. can only hope for the best.

T9: i only have T9 class starting next monday. so till then..

moral: this subject is the worst. the lecturer is everything about moral. i know i know. she can't help it because she's teaching it but i just can't stand her. too motherly for my liking. i'm gonna suffer every monday. for 3 long hours some more. god please save me.

we've got pretty awesome lecturers. thanks to the "early booking" by liting. :D

this is totally irrelevant but it's cuteeeeeeeeee. :D